#6
by SHADOWKRAR
Hello Toy, I never forgot you were the very first I started to talk when we all discovered Stone, and we share good memories of taking down chili or feli for the very first time. It was great fun. I do respect you and consider you a virtual CH friend too. We can be friends, and still disagree. That's the point of this forum, so we can share our ideas, even we disagree instead of spending hours of typing ingame chats.
What disapointed me in one of your last post, and That i expressed to akbar, is you talking about my "great moves, about a great strategist" like if i was just a sneaky vile chieftain, only wanting to rule Lugh and trying to take you down. But the truth Toy, is that I really don't give a ***. I just plainly express my views. I just want to play with friends to take down bosses, level up the max we can, get the best items we can. I really just wanted this random dicing to be opposed, as I sincerely just think it will just bring out problems and greed. (just look garys turning psycho on poor sabre)
I also really was disapointed of you supporting players like mrpvp who is a very well known kser and sarge, granting him an Aggy "fight". Sarge cannot take down aggy alone as he said himself, so this fight was yours, and indeed just going along with him about his dicing method was unapropriated. some player like jaaaaa just learned at the end the method, this was clearly not made clear to them, it should have been, and as a so respected chieftain you should have warned all even if this was not "your firght, but sarge's".
Was I here, no. But following this fight, any single time I came online, i was wispered and grouped to be reported about it. After this fight, players were not talking about sarge, but about you. Why ? because indeed, you are respected and are in a position to take decision and make them clear to all.
You are a leader by fact even if you don't care about beeing one. And my comments was that you should clearly assume more your position. I was not looking down at you, but simply reproaching you how you acted along this fight.
This is not a judment about yourself, but how you acted during this event. More generally I find you many times way too comprehensive and forgiving. (hiyo forgiven and scamming perfect example, sometimes, not taking players well known to have risky behaviour is better than taking the risk to see one of your clansmate cheated)
Beeing a leader is also know how and when to stand firm on your position, not just let things out of hands when they should stay in control. When you came back, the first thing i said to you in our discussions was that together we could really make things clear and smooth for all and that I was really happy about you coming back. I know i am a leader, but I do not like when player grant me a crown I do not care about. i am happy to share decisions with you, maxee or all respectable high leveler like light, ak, longcool... My core crew of course.
You also hurt my feelings when you told me when you where not there, sam let me do whatever i wanted ? But what did I have done wrong ? The only thing players could reproach me and that I admit, is me deciding most of the time of the dicemaster, but i alsways tried to be fair and to make all players known have a turn at beeing one.
Now, as snipes very well said, I am not so forgiving so easily. This is true. Snipes harass me on this forum and for sure I won't make it easy for him in game. Same goes for Sarge who just clearly love to stir up hates. But this is my character and I think many players do share the same but don't make it clear aloud, I don't have to justify why I don't like some player I consider freaks, kser or liars.
What is sure, new clans are emerging, aftermath, syndicates... This is good. But it is up to us to lead Lugh server to a peaceful way of playing as we are still the oldest and strongest clan on this server at the moment.
Let's put all this dicing arguments behind us and going forward ! See you soon online Toy. Shad.
SHADOWKRAR : Warrior 182 Full Glacial
S007 : Rogue 182 Full Glacial / Full Radiant
SHADOWSNIPPER : Ranger 72 Full Meteroric
World : Lugh
Clan : Chieftain of BERSERKERS clan